Band, fans, scandals and behaviors...

Today's gonna be another point about those key words!

• I know, and confess that I like, when fans defend their favourite bands, but as ever I think there's a limit! Not in this part of defend the band(well...maybe a little bit XD), but the part of get totally stressed out with those subjects.
• Everyone have your own opinion, and are free to express them, right? So all of us can whenever we want say: who we like, who we don't like, who we think have a terrible voice, who don't sing/play anything and so on...BUT at the same time we NEED to know to listen and respect the other opinion too. ^.^
• So if one day you listen someone talking/swearing bad things about your favourite band... it's ok to defend them BUT defend saying their qualities! Not swearing the other guy/girl/band! Their have an opinion like you have! So respect! Come on! Not even Jesus pleased everyone on the World imagine if I or my favourite Band will be? Think about it! ^.^
• Another point it's when you see an unknow band (FOR YOU) wandering around with your favourite artist, or just talking about and you come with: "WHO ARE THEY?I'VE NEVER LISTEN ABOUT THEM! THEY'RE NOT EVEN FAMOUS AND THINK CAN TALK ABOUT MY "BABYS" ¬¬!"
  
• My dear xD wake up! For you, or maybe in your whole country, they/he/she aren't/isn't famous but in somewhere they ARE famous, and if we doubt VERY FAMOUS, or your favourite artist won't be walking with them! Just in case of maximium luck and your favourite artist was surffing on the internet and found out about them! A good example is PATD with FOB!
• I think it's not necessary get stressed...okay that hurts hear something very bad about someone/thing you like/love a lot... but... learn to ignore it! If you want to defend... Allright!Defend! But with respect, without get nervous, and then just ignore! ^.^ why? Simple! 1º Our idol won't like to see us bad or stressed; 2º It'll be bad for us, for our emotions and so on; 3º I think our idol know/have learnt to ignore stupid/ridiculous/idiot stuffs that people from all over the world say/speak/tell about him/her/them, so why get nervous if not even him/her/them got? @____@
• Think about all of it!~o~ Tomorrow it's another day and probably another topic! =P Or not =o ;P
• Good Night to you all ^.^
  

Why all this scandal??? ¬¬"""""

Man! I was revolted some days ago and today I got revolted again ¬¬" Why? Simple! The behavior of many fans!

• I'm fan of a lot of bands and singers! I really admire their work for example: -Cinema Bizarre! That I'm totally crazy for them and know every step they do; -Tokio Hotel, that is almost the same feeling I have for CB; -My Chemical Romance, that during my adolescent I was too crazy; - The Used; -Lovex; -Three Days grace and so on...
• Their lyrics are marvelous, the rhythm are like lilies *---* And some of them, like CB and MCR, I admire a lot their opinions about many things and themes! And now I come with the main point! I like them because their music, because of what they look be (talking about personality!)! Not because I think some of them beautiful, or "I want to have kids", or " I wanna marry" and more of these stupids things!
• I know IS NORMAL fans get attracted for their appearance, and juuuuuuuuust after think about theirs songs... Is normal fans dream with the day they'll bump into their Idols in the middle of the street and will receive an autograph, and take some photos...Is normal "fall in love" for your Idol and imagine how will be if they live together, the day of marry, that special night with a romantic, or wild, sex... But everything needs a limit!And 80% (I know I'm being very positive u.ú) don't know this limits! They invade their privacy, they think they can judge their friends or who they're dating! And do A LOT OF SCANDALS!
  
• It's incredible how, for them, no one single women, especially who they are dating, deserves them, or are B*tchs, or just want to know about their money, or are TOO(...)OOO Ugly, and blah blah blah u.ú! Of course ¬¬ because for these fans just themselves are able to stay with them! ¬¬"
• I think that should have respect! If you see your idol dating you must get quiet and give support! Think! they're with that person because THEY WANT AND THEY LOVE! So don't say a lot of bad words for them! Let they date, let they marry! And stop to dream so high like this! They'll not date you! Just in case of meet you in a party and "oh! love at first sight!*--* "come on! This is real life, not a fairy tale!
• I had my phase of love: when I was 16, I was crazy for Gerard Way- MCR's vocal, and dream with a lot of things and say that we'll get marry... and all these blah blah blah... but when started to appear rumors about his girlfriend, and after he appeared married, I support! If I tell you that I didn't get sad and upset I'd be lie, but even like that I NEVER! REALLY NEVER! Sad bad things about those girls who appeared with him, NEVER sad he was with the wrong person, NEVER done all of these offensive things! On the contrary! I ever support him! Think! If your idol is happy, be happy too!
• They're old enough to see what is, or isn't, good for their lives!
• I'm talking about it because I'm tired of seeing lot of fans of CB and TH talking very bad about their "girlfriends". Yu from cinema Bizarre is dating a girl called Vanessa... Man xD You don't have idea how was the hell when appeared their photos on the internet... luck that most of fans start to get quiet but most of them said she's a B*tch, come on! Calm down! He can date everyone he wants!... Have the rumours about Georg Listing being date Taylor swift, and A LOT OF FANS are saying that she's ugly, she doesn't sing anything, she's ridiculous! COME ON! SHE'S VERY VERY BEAUTIFULL AND VERY VERY SEXY AND SING VERY VERY WELL! ¬¬ And the case of Tom Kaulitz with Chantelle Paige , appear photos of them kissing and so on... Man XD if you saw the comments their fans have done... i got totally stressed today...leave them alone xD
  
• The only thing I can think about all of it is: SELFISH AND ENVY!...Man! think! I know you WANT to be there with your idol, but you're not! So wish luck for them, happiness , much love...instead of feeling envy! And stop to be selfish! they deserve, like everyone does, love someone...
• AND ONE DAY THEY'LL WILL MARRY!,and what you're gonna do? Kill yourself?... Think about it... and look around you...
  

Nothing good today

Hello...

• Do you know that days which you stop and start to have bad feelings...Like loneliness, or "you're the worst person in the world", or "no one cares or like you"? So... today IS one of these days for me...
• I'm feeling such empty inside of me, such sadness... I'm having silent screams of pain inside of me... and don't fall one single tear... this agony is totally inside...
• Well... at least this made me write some lyrics/poems... maybe that's relief me...
  
• Calm down all right?u.ú My lyrics aren't so sad or things like that... most of them are to help, or to be against some kind of prejudice, or to estimulate the person to go on, or a relief....and the inspiration comes from everywhere...
• Well I'm listening some sad/calm music to see if helps me to fall down complete... but even doing it...isn't working...
• Oh... how i would like to see the future... I don't wanna to see everything just about two things...all the time seems gonna happen something... and all the time seems that will never happen... to tell you the truth my hope is leaving me ...it's almost gone completely... more some months and I really give up...
• I'm all the time giving force to my friends, estimulating them... but for myself I don't have enough...
• I'm really bad today x.x see you another day right? byebye
• Ps.: Even my grades on my college are terrible... this semester I threw away almost everything x.x
  

Full Mind...Confused...Afraid...Sad...Happy...Estrange >.<

Oh God xD Like ever I have so many ideias in my mind and I don't know how to start or what I'm gonna talk about...

• Hm... first of all this picture represents me about 80%... I've ever been suffering in silence and still do it...even when I was a little child...It's from me... lot of things disturbing me and I get quiet holding everything until I can't stand anymore and in the middle of the night I cry a lot with all that things killing me inside... and ever I try to "open" me to someone I think I can trust... humpf >.<>
• Because of it I trust not trusting, of course I have friends who I have a great percentage of trust, and they know a lot about me and my life...well they think they know a lot but what I speak isn't even 10% of me... I can affirm it...wherever...
• Let's come back to the main point: my problem to trust... when is about friendship I don't have problems I've learnt when I can and cannot trust on the person, I've had 5 problematics friendships and learnt a lot with each one... but relationship...this definitely doesn't work... maybe because of it I'm totally pure... I give respect to myself! My school taught me that, buuut someone come to me and say "I love you", or "you're so beautiful and sexy!" I don't believe and won't believe even when friends come to me saying this !
  
• I suffered sooooooo much with these things during my adolescent... the boys loved humiliate me, or try to do bad jokes... my luck that how I give respect to myself, I didn't go at first and ever found out what they were doing... They've not maden more bad things that they've already done... exactly for it I don't believed, I've never been kissed and I'm virgin.
  
• I don't have any shy to be like this but I don't even consider it like " excuse me! I'm better than you!", for me it's something normal that each one have your right time, and unfortunately I always say: "if one day someone fall in love for me will need have patience, try to show me in some way that it's true his feeling and that I can trust on what his telling/speaking/saying to me"...I will try to scape, to not talk about that subject, or fight against me putting in my head that I'm not loving too...kind of self protection...
  
• Well, how nowadays guys want to meet, kiss and fuck my hope gone COMPLETELY! I'm concerned that I'll be single for more many years, to not say for the rest of my life! I'm not being negative or depressive... I'm being realistic...
• I need to meet, live together a little bit to know the person and trust... people don't want this nowadays...sooo...
• hmpf... let's call it a day? Good Night to everyone
• Ps.: Live together not like live, live! In the same house and so on...what i mean is to hum...became a friend first, see the person about 1 month or 2; Don't need to be every day but most of the days... to really know him ^^
  

Nothing to do but lazy to write a blog

MA OE! xD ahuahuah

• Ignore it! It's one of my way to say hi to my friends ahuahauha
• I'm a little bit bored and watching my favorite programe at MTV BRASIL "Descarga MTV" XD I had to confess that sometimes Mion stress me out TOO MUCH, especially when he talks about my favorite artists, but I count until 10 and remember he's just joking and he's payed to do what he does...wherever... I'm here just to post some videos/songs that I'm totally addicted right now! ^__^
• Kate Perry - Waking Up in Vegas
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• Taking Back Sunday- Sink Into me (I love them! But unfortunatelly they aren't famous here!)
  
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• A Static Lullaby- Toxic ( I'm not a fan of this band, but i love their britney cover!)
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• And This little video from "Spectacular!" New Movie from Nickelodeon, but they haven't showed on Brazil yet. Even think that the principal guy is a bit too much athletic he's very sexy! *---*
  

Brazilian's Valentine Day

• Yeah! Today is OUR Valentine Day but, on the contrary of USA, just boyfriends and girlfriends celebrate it, we don't consider friendship like they do.
  
• For who doesn't have a partner, today is kind massive because you just go out of home to see thousands guys with flowers bouquet, ALL the restaurants are full, you just see couples and more couples and more couples for all around you, and everywhere are impossible to walk...
  
• When I was younger, about 14...15 years old, I used to get very upset and depressed for don't have a boyfriend. I was very romantic, naivy, idiot and you know why? Because this stupid society due it to us, principally for the girls. ¬¬ We need to have a boyfriend, and then marry and have kids! Being very very stupid, idiot, feminine, sexy, have long straight blonde hair, big butt, beautiful legs, have a big sex experience, wear very short clothes (don't forget the dress), wear make up and be ALL the time totally well-dressed for your "man" AND the most important be a little bit whore. Because men are very important and we need them to live ;D ¬¬ Such a fucking stupid idea ¬¬ Thanks God mom, my school and a friend of mine woke me up about these things and now I'm very feminist.
• Nowadays I see this date like a normal day and don't care about anything, I just don't go out of home because like I said is kind impossible because everywhere is full, YES EVERYWHERE! XD I don't have a boyfriend and don't care too once I'm very happy to be on the way I am right now!
• You know? Now that I'm grew up I see how was good never had a boyfriend because I could enjoy each phase of my life... My childhood went until my 14, 15 years old...My Adolescent starts at 16 and I had to confess that I'm enjoying until today 8D All right that in 2 days going to be my birthday( 20 years XD) but I still feel like an adolescent, I go out a lot with my friends, go to parties and don't have to ask permission of anyone ;D (just sometimes for my parents...=P Yeah I'm a family girl and don't have any shame of it!)
• Today I enjoyed very well! 8D I went out with my dad /o/ and after I went to my friend's house and there we got the whole day joking, talking, laughing, watching videos, singing, Playing PS3, dancing! Among all of us just one has a boyfriend 8D(fuh), the guys are single, me and another friends of mine too and we're are very well to being single. \o/
• Let's call it a day? I have a lot of things to say to you but I ever got a little bit confuse about how to say and when say... I hope be able to put my ideas in order and then post everything here!
• Good Night!
  

Best Day Ever!

Hello everybody!

• Are everything fine? I hope so! =)
• So! Let's Start! hauahuahuah ^.^
• Man! Today was the best day of my life, or how I'd rather to call "one unforgettable day" among another unforgettable days, my memory isn't good but if I'm not wrong I have about 8...10 unforgettable days...
• Wherever! Well I'm so happy because today I "talked" with Cinema Bizarre! *--* I had luck to access my twitter seconds before they connect in a chat at cherrytree records! Man! When I saw I got crazy, I didn't believe, I didn't know what to do! hauhauahuh But when I went and saw they're not there yet my happy down a lot xD And I thought "great! Will be the third time I lose their chat u.ú!", but I just waited one minute and so the magic starts *---* They appeared there, everyone in the chat freaked out and questions and love letters and a lot of " I love you! marry me?" started to appear.
• I didn't do it because I confess think that it's kind of idiot stay saying like this all the time, I prefer make a really constructive praise like I did saying how Strify improve his voice, how I admire romeo opinions about a lot of things, how Kiro looks be so cute but on interviews he shows his mature side, how I like their lyrics ans so on...
• But in the end I had a sensation of "great they ignoring me", I don't know if i will enter in a chat like this again, maybe just to pick up the "news" and only... AND even with all that sensation, 2 hours after I got sooooo crazy and started to being trembling because i realized that I was on a chat with them! ahuahuah so slow to feel, or understand me 8D ahuahuha it's me!
• I would like to talk a little bit more but I'm so tired! -___-
  
• Bye bye! Tomorrow I talk more! I have a plenty of ideas in my head!
  

Let's change! ;D

• Today I woke up a little bit different!
  
• To tell you the truth I woke up with an enormous will to change everything around me! I don't know from where that force came, but it's NOW with me!
• I'm all the time saying:"How I'd like to do this", "How I'd like to do that"," My life could be different", "I'd like to speak and be like her" and so on... Man! It's so easy complain about everything and don't move a finger to change anything! It's so easy stay locked in your room totally depressed figuring out how you'd like your life were... You need to woke up! You need to stand up and say to yourself: I'M GONNA CHANGE AND I'M GONNA START RIGHT NOW! I WANT A DIFFERENT LIFE SO LET'S MOVE! For me this is the hardest step and the very first one.
• Today I woke up like this, made in my mind a short list of what i want to change, what i need to do and have already started! My first change gonna be stop to be so sedentary and start to lose weight!
  
• Yeeeeaaaah! I'm very overweight, too much XD a real obese! I'm not Joking! I'm weight 96 kg with 1,68m! See? So I associated on a club and there I'll dance, work out and play Volley! I know that it's a hard and loooooong way, much more for me 'cause one of my problems to be overweight it's hormonal so it's really hard lose weight, but losing just 3 or 4 kg per month will be good I just CAN'T give up! And don't worry I'll start to do all of it with doctor accompaniment.
• My second change it's start to improve my English! I've been doing an English course for 3 years and half until now and my writing it's not so good, because of it on writing tests my grade ever decrease >.<>
• Well let's call it a day? ;D hauahuahauh For today it is!
• Ps.: My Englih course teach us British English, but when have some difference of American English to british they teach us too!
  
• Ps.2:I think I'm writting this just for me, and have to confess that I don't expect comments... If when I access this again have something you don't know how I will be happy! =P
• xxx to everyone! ^__^
  

Nos pequenos momentos que damos os maiores valores!

Boa noite a todos!^__^

• É...hoje fui a "festa" de aniversário da Fuh e apesar de ter ficado longe do pessoal que faz zorra e até dela mesma xD ahuahuah me diverti! Fiz tanta questão de ficar perto do Celo e da juba -porque eles queriam ficar perto de mim para nao boiar- e também tava querendo tanto ficar longe de certas pessoas -que confesso não ando tendo papo ou que realmente estou querendo evitar- que no fim acabou ficando mesmo só nós 3 no papo xD sendo que para variar celote sóóóóó "voando"! hauahuah xD Bia também deu uma participada -nós duas e celo discutindo com a juba sobre o carinha que faz o lobo do crepúsculo teria ficado muito melhor sendo vampiro do que o que fez la foi mara! xD Bando de teimosos!- , raphael e a déh também...
  
• Fiquei triste mais porque fiquei longe de Gnomo -ADORO ELE DEMAIS!- E do Kiki- SAUDADES MULTIPLAS!!!- Allan não fica de fora -mesmo vendo pouco nos ultimos dias- porque eu tenho um "contato" maior! Geralmente quando sai celo e bia eles chamam ele, ou quando sai a fuh ela também chama ele! Ai acabo vendo mesmo...
• Mas no fim foi tudo de bom! ^___^ Fizemos nossa zorrinha de sempre! /o/ gnomo caiu em cima de mim 8D- o poio ficou com um pé em cada cadeira pra sair na foto e atras de uma perna tava o allan e da outra estava o stallo! Quando tiramos a foto, vem o silencio e ele me solta: PASSARAM A MAO NA MINHA BUNDA!, HAUAHUAHUAHAUHAUHAUH TODO MUNDO RIU! É uma figura esse menino xD por isso que gosto tanto! E então logo em seguida ele se desequilibrou e praticamente caiu em cima de mim xD hauhauha FODA!- Levantei juba no colo! Kiki levantou ela no colo e a mae da fuh nao conseguia tirar foto que teve uma hora que kiki não tava aguentando quase caiu com ela xD e a mae da fuh ria tanto que "sentou" no chão e acabo tirando sem querer foto dela rindo! Pegamos gnomo no colo xD levei uma voadora dele, do allan e do stallo! XD hauahuahauh fooooi liiiiiiiindo!
  
• Altos risos! e também fiquei bastante tempo abraçada com kiki! *---* Nhaaa saudades enooooorrrrmes dele! Quase todo fds a gente marcava de sair com o pessoal e talz, mas agora nem dá! É curso, faculdade, namorada hauhauha e não fico brava nao! Entendo até! ^_^ O bom é que mesmo ele nao tendo tempo pra gente ele ainda da seu jeito de pelo menos conseguir papear um pouco conosco no msn e quando ve a gente é atenção totalz! E o namoro ta fazendo um bem a ele!S2 Tá muito mais doce e fofo do que já era! Espero que esse namoro dê muito certo pra ele!
• Mas voltando ao assunto da festa 8D- sim eu tenho um hábito ferrenho de ta falando de algo e no meio do caminho engatar em outra coisa que engata em outra e aí quando vejo ja falei de mil assuntos e nao terminei o primeiro xD-
  
• Foi aquele momentozinho no final da festa que me fez dar valor aos amigos que tenho!Aquele pequenino momento que foi e será inesquecível e são esses pequenos momentos que sempre me recordo quando estou a lembrar sozinha das confusões ou contando para as pessoas o que aconteceu...
• São esses pequenos atos, e pequenos momentos que mais dou valor!
• Confesso que no fim deu uma vontade de chorar... queria ter ficado mais la com eles... fazia tempo que o pessoal nao se reunia assim e talz... mas depois lembrei que cada vez que estou com eles é inesquecível e que iriamos ter muitas outras zorras nossas!
• Adoro eles demais! São muito especiais mesmo para mim, e quando falo eles estou falando de todos! Fuh, bia, celo, phael, déh, juba, Allan, gnomo, Ana, Kiki, victor,viny... AMO MUITO MESMO! Para mim os melhores amigos! *O* E agradeço ao destino por ter feito eu conhecer eles ;D Mas isso é outra história..."prum" outro blog!

Boa noite a todos e espero que tenham gostado do blog! ^__^
Aqui vai um videozinho com uma música que estavamos cantando hoje, que sortemente achei com imagens dos CBS!

Never too late to make a new end

olá! xD bem eu sei lá se alguém vai ler isso aqui xD ou se é uma empolgação momentanea! ahuahauh maaaaas /o/ vo voltar com o blog! ahuahuahauh

• Hoje o dia promete ;D então mais tarde eu volto e posto algo novo! o/
• É isso! byebye pessoas!
• Alguém sabe como colocar paragrafos nesse treco? O.õ eu nunca descobri!