XD Well! The title explain everything, right? NO! xD
Yeah... problems, problems...PROBLEMS! Ok! I must admit I'm depress today. Nevertheless i guess it might be PMS...
All Right I'm disturbed xD I've been looking for trainees, to earn money and so be able to pay my music courses with no worry, but it's hard! >.<>.<>.<
Another thing which may be disturbing me is my camera's broken! So no photos of mine =/ In addition a friend of mine, after broke up with his girlfriend, comeback to be exactly on the way he was before start dating, and now acts like nothing have ever happened! xD
Seriously, I've suffered enough and don't wanna be an idiot again! I've been growing up on the last four years and keep doing it! I learnt so many things! I just opened my eyes!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! >.<>
I'm in one of that days which everything go wrong, besides you start to get depressive and pessimist! ¬¬""""""""""""" >.<>
I must stop right now x.x!
Ps.: I know I should look like an idiot, crazy person who write webblogs for no one, but this is my way to train my English, to express myself and who knows the future? Maybe someone get interested and start to read ^^
I'm finishing this webblog with this video, I'm tottally addicted to this song and... between us ;D Jared leto, even with his 38 years old, looks like 26 and keep hot! <3>
Now I can move on! ahuahuaha! I know that I should be posting a photo of mine, instead of that video, but you don't know how I've got fascinate with him! He knows how to impose his voice and keep it, he plays piano terrifically, I've got stunned!!! *--*
What a talented boy, don't you think? I DO! And he's just 12! I hope he get famous ^^, and to tell you a secret of mine I'd like to have a son like him: cute, beautiful and talented when talk about music! I guess he was better than gaga, when she played paparazzi on acoustic version!
Wherever! Hope you've liked it and on a next post I promise explain you about my hypothyroidism and finally put a photo of mine! *--*
I've tried to get a good picture to show something about what I'm gonna write here, but I didn't find anything that could fit, so today no picture =/
On the other post I've said that i decided to be happy and live my life, right? So! Here I am doing it! HAUAHAUAH =P I started it about a week ago, while I was watching a documentary about musical films and that open my eyes in some way...
I decided to do just what make me happy, just what i love, just what make me feel awesome, and started to give value to myself! \o/ Stop being sad with others opinion, live every second intensely...I'm felling much better right now, enjoying everything! *--* It's really another life!
And for sure I've made my decisions! I'm gonna work out, do a singing course, maybe a guitar course too, start to look for trainees and next semester start a new language course! Today I arranged to next Monday to meet my singer teacher ^^, Friday or Monday start the gym!
Even my healthy being ok, I need to lose weight because I can't find clothes to fit me, There is a little problem on both of mine ankles which all the overweight it's increasing the pain while I walk, so... time to get thin!
Today I'm with 110 kg! XD My first aim gonna be to weight 90 kg! I' rather do short aims than longer because on this way I can see the result, and got calm... different when I go to the doctor and he/she says : you'll need to weight 55, so do this and that to get it! And then I started to get nervous because I'm not seeing any difference, I'm not losing weight easily, because I have hypothyroidism and then I give up xD So is better one step at a time! \o/
I don't know when I'm gonna post here again, but on the next post I promise a photo of mine^^
Have been a long time I don't come here! But you know... I've got some problems, and another things, situations, I've been growing up and lot of things have changed inside of me and on me, that I could not do what I was planned...
For about 7 days ago, I stopped and get revolted and saw that I need to live my life! Start from ZERO again ^^ Be happy! And much more! ^^
For now I'll just write this, but on the coming days You'll see my difference!
