terça-feira, 8 de junho de 2010

Easy to say, hard to do...


-It's so easy to say you're gonna change, but so hard to do it yourself... At least for me...
-I'm still working on it! Some financial problems and some depressions crises are trying to pull me down whereas I'm keep trying to reach my top of happiness.
-I've been doing my sing course and its my only thing which makes me happy! I'm very responsible when talk about it and do all the things teacher says to me to do! ^^ College is something I don't like to do... I don't wanna be a lawyer, be in a office with that social clothes, normal hair, a normal and serious person... man... that it's not me... >.<
-Unfortunately I don't have choice, do it or live on the streets... Yeah... my family is very radical, and I don't wanna lose my sister >.< I'm trying to get good grades this semester, but on the next I'll be more responsible... It's my only way to earn money, and have a job... I need to accept it ...
-Wherever... You know... I'd love be a famous singer, but not because of famous and nothing of this "star" stuff!I'd love to be to try to change the world, to try make people figure out about some things, chock and teach them!I'd love do it for my passion for music and dream of being on stage! Even it looking be so far away from me... sometimes there's some hope in me...
-Well...I'm a little bit disappointed with some friends of mine... and my birthday is near... I bet people will not remember, like ever...
-You know... sometimes I'd like to be important or essential to someone, or anyone, or wherever...
-I'm tired from all of it and another things, sometimes I'd like to disappear, move to another state, change college, simple disappear from everyone who knows me nowadays

>.< >.< >.< >.<

Sorry for all the subjects change during the text... Good Night! ^^