Easy to say, hard to do...

-It's so easy to say you're gonna change, but so hard to do it yourself... At least for me...
-I'm still working on it! Some financial problems and some depressions crises are trying to pull me down whereas I'm keep trying to reach my top of happiness.
-I've been doing my sing course and its my only thing which makes me happy! I'm very responsible when talk about it and do all the things teacher says to me to do! ^^ College is something I don't like to do... I don't wanna be a lawyer, be in a office with that social clothes, normal hair, a normal and serious person... man... that it's not me... >.<
-Unfortunately I don't have choice, do it or live on the streets... Yeah... my family is very radical, and I don't wanna lose my sister >.< I'm trying to get good grades this semester, but on the next I'll be more responsible... It's my only way to earn money, and have a job... I need to accept it ...
-Wherever... You know... I'd love be a famous singer, but not because of famous and nothing of this "star" stuff!I'd love to be to try to change the world, to try make people figure out about some things, chock and teach them!I'd love do it for my passion for music and dream of being on stage! Even it looking be so far away from me... sometimes there's some hope in me...
-Well...I'm a little bit disappointed with some friends of mine... and my birthday is near... I bet people will not remember, like ever...
-You know... sometimes I'd like to be important or essential to someone, or anyone, or wherever...
-I'm tired from all of it and another things, sometimes I'd like to disappear, move to another state, change college, simple disappear from everyone who knows me nowadays

>.< >.< >.< >.<

Sorry for all the subjects change during the text... Good Night! ^^

errr... I've got a situtation!

• XD Well! The title explain everything, right? NO! xD
• Yeah... problems, problems...PROBLEMS! Ok! I must admit I'm depress today. Nevertheless i guess it might be PMS...
• All Right I'm disturbed xD I've been looking for trainees, to earn money and so be able to pay my music courses with no worry, but it's hard! >.<>.<>.<
• Another thing which may be disturbing me is  my camera's broken! So no photos of mine =/ In addition a friend of mine, after broke up with his girlfriend, comeback to be exactly on the way he was before start dating, and now acts like nothing have ever happened! xD
• Seriously, I've suffered enough and don't wanna be an idiot again! I've been growing up on the last four years and keep doing it! I learnt so many things! I just opened my eyes!
• AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! >.<>
• I'm in one of that days which everything go wrong, besides you start to get depressive and pessimist! ¬¬""""""""""""" >.<>
• I must stop right now x.x!
• Ps.: I know I should look like an idiot, crazy person who write webblogs for no one, but this is my way to train my English, to express myself  and who knows the future? Maybe someone get interested and start to read ^^
• I'm finishing this webblog with this video, I'm tottally addicted to this song and... between us ;D Jared leto, even with his 38 years old, looks like 26 and keep hot! <3>
• King and Queens - 30 seconds to mars

WHAT A TALENT! *--*

• Hi!!!! ^--^
• First of all! Watch this video:
• Now I can move on! ahuahuaha! I know that I should be posting a photo of mine, instead of that video, but you don't know how I've got fascinate with him! He knows how to impose his voice and keep it, he plays piano terrifically, I've got stunned!!! *--*
• What a talented boy, don't you think? I DO! And he's just 12! I hope he get famous ^^, and to tell you a secret of mine I'd like to have a son like him: cute, beautiful and talented when talk about music! I guess he was better than gaga, when she played paparazzi on acoustic version!
• Wherever! Hope you've liked it and on a next post I promise explain you about my hypothyroidism and finally put a photo of mine! *--*