YAY!!! A NEW LIFE FOR SURE!

Hello everybody!!! \o/

• I've tried to get a good picture to show something about what I'm gonna write here, but I didn't find anything that could fit, so today no picture =/
• On the other post I've said that i decided to be happy and live my life, right? So! Here I am doing it! HAUAHAUAH =P I started it about a week ago, while I was watching a documentary about musical films and that open my eyes in some way...
• I decided to do just what make me happy, just what i love, just what make me feel awesome, and started to give value to myself! \o/ Stop being sad with others opinion, live every second intensely...I'm felling much better right now, enjoying everything! *--* It's really another life!
• And for sure I've made my decisions! I'm gonna work out, do a singing course, maybe a guitar course too,  start to look for trainees and next semester start a new language course! Today I arranged to next Monday to meet my singer teacher ^^, Friday or Monday start the gym!
• Even my healthy being ok, I need to lose weight because I can't find clothes to fit me, There is a little problem on both of mine ankles which all the overweight it's increasing the pain while I walk, so... time to get thin!
• Today I'm with 110 kg! XD My first aim gonna be to weight 90 kg! I' rather do short aims than longer because on this way I can see the result, and got calm... different when I go to the doctor and he/she says : you'll need to weight 55, so do this and that to get it! And then I started to get nervous because I'm not seeing any difference, I'm not losing weight easily, because I have hypothyroidism and then I give up xD So is better one step at a time! \o/
• I don't know when I'm gonna post here again, but on the next post I promise a photo of mine^^
• Kisses to you all and see ya! =**
• Listen to : Unaddicted - Emily Osment
  
  

Let's start from zero again?

• Okay! Hello everyone! ^^
• Have been a long time I don't come here! But you know... I've got some problems, and another things, situations, I've been growing up and lot of things have changed inside of me and on me, that I could not do what I was planned...
• For about 7 days ago, I stopped and get revolted and saw that I need to live my life! Start from ZERO again ^^ Be happy! And much more! ^^
• For now I'll just write this, but on the coming days You'll see my difference!
• Kisses to you all and a good night! =**

Different.... Always different!

# Well... have been a long time I don't post anything here...

# I do like write blogs, but even though patient don't let me do it! XD I always have something more important, or I'm too lazy to come here and think and write... ^^"""
# I kind comeback today more because I need to "open up" myself, to talk about how I'm different from other people, how is strange to be like this... This picture above totally describes me!

# All the other girls are beautiful, very attractive, very feminine! Love dresses, high heels, skirts, pink stuff , romantic things, romantic actions, plushes, make up, go to hairdresser, have their nails from hands and toes done, they feel disgusting from everything, they're very polite, very shallow, very docile and submissive and VERY ANOTHER THINGS I don't remember now!

# From things I said about those girls I am docile (at least is what people most say about me) and polite! I don't like skirts, dresses or high heels...I'm not fond of plushes and make up, i like my face on the natural, I'm not shallow and definitely I'M NOT submissive... hate people given orders, much more when it's a man doing it ¬¬
#Well...there are others points of difference on me too not just those superficial up here!As what i think about sexual option, man appearance, stupid patterns that society wants to impose one us and much more...

#And yesterday on my college class I totally had a confirmation of all of it...It was a class of psychology (lawyers need to know how to deal with people) and i could see all the prejudice! About woman and man! Stupid patterns and everyone agreeing with it! I felt so revolted! But so revolted! >.< Teacher was trying to open their eyes, but each single person on that classroom didn't listen to her! I must confess I was on the end of the class like : ok! what the hell am I doing here? O.õ I'm on the wrong job! x.x"

# Wherever... I'm different! I love boys stuff like cartoons, cars, games, languages, style, intelligent things, I'm very open minded, don't like to follow patterns dued by society...And today I had a confirmation...
# Then because of it All the time people get in doubt about my sexuality OR kind reject me. My friends say that I'm their "man", or I'm a gay in a woman body... but at least they like me exactly on the way I am ^^

#I hope they keep like me and my dreams fulfill! So I won't work as a lawyer!
Sorry for all mistakes but it's late night and I'm tired! =***